This late John Garfield blues.

 You know: 

"Two men were standing upon a bridge.
One jumped and screamed "you loose!"..
Just left the odd man holding
That Late John Garfield blues"

That is my default setting. Or should be.
If wishes were horses.
And did not make a fool of you and me both.
But what are the penalty points for that...

Jag känner mig lite trägen, är jag på väg att vinna nu, 
5000 mil senare. Men sorg söker sällskap.
Tack så mycket.
Det var så lite så.
Jag vet, men ändå.